Apparently he left them right after Zander's birth, and he is actually gay even though he started a new family with another woman. This is a young man with mental health issues who, on his 18th birthday, finds out his biological father lives in the next city over. The writing style was stunning, pictured from different POV’s.ĭon’t expect a sweet and kind romance, do expect an absolutely amazing story.
It’s a totally unnerving story, I had to stop several times to scream silently through my mouth and very loudly in my head.
My heart cried and cried for them, my mind refused to let my eyes cry or else I couldn’t read further. Both characters were phenomenal, unique in their own way. Both men have an absolutely devastating story to tell. It’s an exceptional story, all captivatingly pictured. It’s all very convincingly written! I felt, smelled and saw everything through the eyes of the characters. What I can tell is what I felt while reading. I can’t tell too much without spoiling so I’m only telling what’s already revealed in the blurb. When he gets in contact, through a dating app, with a beautiful young man he finally finds a way to connect and to love. He understands his father is gay and wants to find someone through a dating app, oh his plan gets form.Ĭlay’s past is haunting him. Living the most miserable life anyone can live, being heavy neglected, using drugs, with a mental illness, now at eighteen, Zander his mother hands him information about his dad who he never met. It says no hea, and on forehand, it’s already crushed me. I always take a peek at the last pages of a story but I didn’t dare. If you can handle hopelessly situations, despair and more down spiraling acts PLEASE READ this story. This is a story-heavy gay romance, family drama, and tragedy with no HEA.Ĭontent warnings: explicit sex, drug use, mental illness, religious abuse, child abuse/neglect, and animal abuse All the while, Clay is on the hunt for the son he was forced to give up. In this family drama, Clay, the lonely father of a teenage girl, meets an intense younger guy and can't help but start to fall for him. What he doesn't expect is to get romantically involved with his own dad. Could it be possible that he's accidentally hooked up with his own father? Then again, wouldn't that be the perfect revenge?Īs his mental health deteriorates, and he starts to hallucinate colorful lights more and more, Zander follows through on an incestuous plot to get back at Clay. He's had anonymous sex with older men all over town. He's told that his father is also gay, and his mind is spinning. When he turns eighteen, his mom tells him about his father, Clay, who he's never met and has always hated for abandoning the family. With an undiagnosed mental illness, a troubled past, and a hopeless future, gay teen, Zander Mason, is spending his days doing drugs, drinking, and indulging in risky sexual behavior.
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